in church........

hahahahaha this will be my second attempt to blog using a mobile phone :P so this blog will be the most boringest (i know "most boringest" is redundant hahaha but that's just the way i post) blog yet, boring cause not colourful (this is bernard by the way, like i said no colour so no colour coding) :( or no change in font size or style :( BUT i know this post, like all my other post is very funny one~ hahahahaha

So Yesterday was actually my first attempt to blog using my phone but i failed terribly hahahaha well i typed like so much lah BUT it failed to publish -_-!

Soooooooo here's what happened yesterday hahaha so funny right, posting yesterday's news today, well we post one year ago news here and there hahahah (ok this paragraph doesn't make sense :P)

So yesterday right~ we stayed back for drama practice, cause this friday we'll be going to KK for my team's FIRST mission trip hehehehehe so excited, and and and and can you believe it, just to go to KK its $333 SINGAPORE not RINGGIT hahaha just to go KK HAHAHAHAHA i mean in brunei right~ we can just drive to KK HAHAHAHA BUT BUT its ok :) i know that the $333 is for the BEST USE EVER! :D

So that's not the point lah hahahaha so we're staying back for practice right~ so i thought we'll be practicing IMMEDIATELY after school, so i didn't bring my laptop, or my DS or my MP3 or anything that can entertain me lah hahahaha only my textbooks and file and stuff, BUT practice was at 4.30pm. So i had nothing to do for 3hours!

So i decided to blog, but it was time wasted, so today actually the same thing hahaha well not that bad lah, practice is at 3.30pm and had prayer focus from 2pm to 3pm. But OMG yesterday~ really bored man hahaha so my entire team was busy rushing to finish up their assignment but cause i finish already right~ i had nothing to do loh~

Hahaha so yesterday i was quite annoying lah hahaha so the two yvonnes was so geram at me lah wanted to pinch my cheeks hahaha and they SUCCEEDED :( so pain lah my cheeks hahaha and then was so tired blogging that i went to sleep at around 4pm and only woke up at 6pm, and i was SOOOOOOO tired that i SNORED really loud! And yes this all happened in church.

I didn't sleep through practice k~ practice only started at 6.30pm but yeah my team was regenerated when they saw me sleeping and snoring hahaha i was their moral support hahahaha

So yes besides that didn't do anything lah, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh i ate BLUEBERRY and CHEESE waffles! Well the blueberry is not so WOW lah cause i've seen blueberry jam before, but omg the CHEESE! It was soooooooo good, but i think i gained 2kg after that lah hahahaha pm extreme eating 2waffles will make you gain 2kg hahahaha.

So yeah besides that nothing lah, practice is starting soon, oh did i mention, the WHOLE drama is in CHINESE, can you believe it i'm acting in CHINESE!! Me........CHINESE! Hahahaha it's going to be a challenge man! But Chen Lau She is going to be proud hahahaha

So yes gotta to practice now

And and michelle michelle i miss you so much too, where's my email ah~

And and diana diana did you get into ubd? Did you get a scholarship?

And and ting ting thanks for the sms.

And and von von have you decided on the verdict of who you're going to bring? And congrats for singing a whole new world with [J] >:) and how's Rora?

And and youth youth hahaha CONGRATS on getting first in TALENTINE!!

When you're bored you do all kinds of stuff hahahaha also thanks so much for all of your sms and encouragement, and calls and regards :) really can't wait to preach and for uni to start! Yeah i haven't preached yet! But ONE OF THESE DAYS MAN! 4 down and 8 to go!

NOT BAD RIGHT~ using a phone also can type so much! Hahaha my next blog will be more colourful lah hahaha got pictures again hahaha miss you all :D till next time God Bless!

FINALLY.....

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA OMG MY ROOMMATE FINALLY KNOWs HOW TO USE COLOGNE!!!!

I just needed to post that up, so you all won't say, "poor Bernard, dying of suffocation." hahahahah

But why now? Only like one more month left :( soooooooooooooooo sad :'( for one more month left and not the fact that my roommate suddenly found the usefulness is body cologne hahahahahahahh will update soon :P like an actual update, gtg to school in like 30 minutes time and i gotta BATH!!!!! Just got back from KL at 4.45am TODAY!!! HAhahahahah had LOADS of fun with Krys!

Will be posting soon.....just wait for it ;)

I GOT IN! I GOT IN! I GOT IN!

THANK YOU GOD!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! HEHEHEHEHEH SO HAPPY!!!! I GOT INTO MDIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll be doing a BSc (Hons) in Biomedical Science!!!!

More on the next blog :P late liaw~ but still so HAPPY!!!!

Thanks friends for praying for me :')

THANK YOU SO MUCH GOD FOR ANSWERING!!!

the stress is getting to me......

don't let the cover fool you
await the transformation...
here it comes...
in 5.4.3.2.1......
oh dear....
getting crazy....
the horror...
omg the horror

AHHHHHHHHHH the TEETH! (was going to write tooths! hahah]
OH MY GOSH!!
WAHHHHHHHHH
T_T
and i'm back!!!

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG did you really think the stress is going to get to me heheheheheheh!!! I'm doing GREAT!!! But true lah now i'm MORE nervous than ever!! It seems like you're asked to preach ON THE SPOT!!!! No prior notice man!!! Like this morning a mandarin speaking brother was asked to preach, and he did GREAT!!!! But before going up he asked Pastor Tan, " Why wasn't i informed earlier on!"


o_O "


HAHAHAHHAHAHAH NERVOUSNESS!!!!!!

So yes it's still not my turn yet!!! OMG OMG OMG!! but but BUT i'm READY YO!!!! [hu sa! hu sa! hu sa! hu sa! hu sa!] hahahahahha only a FEW people will get the [hu sa] thingi hahahahhaha

will definitely tell all of you how EVERYTHING went!! Love you guys!!!!

cheng cheng cheng......

Hahahahah i wish i can record my voice and say [cheng cheng cheng] then you all can understand what i'm trying to imply hahhahaha or maybe hum to the tune of Jaws hahahahahaha

Just blogging to say didn't get to preach today, awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww but YAY! at the same time! They, meaning Pastor Tan and Bobby decided to have ONE PERSON A DAY!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so today right~ they started off with a cell group leader. He was really great! His revelation was empowering! And >:) heheheheheh got to learn what Pastor Tan wants ;)

Kinda hope I'm last so can fully FULLY prepare my sermon! But then Pastor Tan will expect the BEST to come out from the last, cause got such a LONG time to prepare. BUT I'M READY YO!!!!!

The anticipation, OMG THE ANTICIPATION!!!! Even worse than the anticipation of exam results!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Thanks again for ALL of your encouraging MESSAGES!!! Will do my VERY BEST!!!!


[Soli Deo Gloria]

tomorrow...tomorrow...i'm so nervous bout tomorrow...it's only 12 hours away....

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 12 HOURS MAN!!!! WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Thanks so much friends!!! For your encouraging messages!!! Really miss you all lah!!! Why want to make me more homesick 12 hours before the......WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

PREACHING EVALUATION!!!!!!

So excited yet so nervous!!! How you all found out that i MIGHT be preaching in front of the ENTIRE bible school tomorrow is beyond me! But it's true HEHEHEHEHEH SO ECSTATIC that Ling and i are shortlisted for BEST PREACHER OF THE YEAR!!! HHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

I said MIGHT because it's not confirm confirm that we'll be preaching tomorrow! But we still have to get ready!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, so funny, like just now went to see the school's dean, Bobby and i was asking if we'll be preaching tomorrow or today? Then he said "I'll inform you all tomorrow." WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

And you know not only will we be preaching in front of 620+ bible school students, PASTOR TAN will be EVALUATING!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHH seriously man! If you're here with me right now, i think you'll go deaf from all my WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

So just now right~ Pastor Tan was saying how we might be preaching tomorrow, and how he wants us to share with him something that he has NEVER heard before!!! My entire team turn their heads backwards to look at me!! And i was like on the verge of blacking out! Seriously man! The lights seems brighter and i was seeing spots for like 3 seconds! Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

But really, I'm so like ecstatic and excited!! Really want to get the best preacher of the year award!!! Ling always taught me that in whatever we do, we should only aim for the BEST!!! Thanks so much Ling for always encouraging me!!! If it weren't for you teaching me how to preach all those years! And also Jeremy for encouraging me to push on and come to bible school this year!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Can't believe I'm competing with Ling!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SO EXCITED!!!!!! Heheheheh Ling was so proud of our achievement!!! The only two from Brunei! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE such a small country hehehehehhe but WE GOT IN!!! HEHEHEHEHHEHEHE OMG SO HAPPY!!!!

You should have seen Ling and I when we were briefed last Friday! We were like giggling and "hehehehehehe-ing" hahahahahah!!! Then clapping our hands like little kids like that! HAHAHAHAHAH and everyone else was like more like hmmmmm......let's see......Mrs. Yee like that hahahahahahah (for those of you who do not know.....she's a very serious woman) They got smile lah!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! I wanna get the BEST PREACHER!!!! Then can share message in EXPO!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH infront of like 7000+ people WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...................and i've just.................................. *fainted*

my friends...

Not bad, three post in a day ;) i'm on a roll!!! Hahhaha this is just some things that I'll always remember my friends by =)

"Bernard can you carry me?"
-Tan Paul Zun

"lets go save the dog (some random stray dog)"
-Sandeep Kaur

"this picture is not that nice, cause i'm not in it."
-Derek Wong

"i love my baby (refering to a newly bought external hard disk)."
-Desman Sii

"I so pro in playing guitar right~"
-Richmond Lim

"BERNARD! You're suffocating me!"
-Samuel Koay

"*huff* *puff* *huff* *puff* pffffffffftttt (left hand vertically stretched right hand horizontally stretched)"
-Ng Wei Ting

"How do i get there again?"
-Joyce Chua

"Details determines destiny, when God calls He will provide"
-Jeremy Yeo

"You are loved, and everyone has the potential to do great things"
-Leonora Yeo

"Huh? What? Eeeeeeeee, don't bully me"
-Beverly Leong

"I need to lose weight or i can just stay next to Bernard so i look very thin"
-Alice Bong

"I'm the sexiest thing on earth *wink*"
-Krystle Anil

"bla bla bla bla bla bla bla BIS-TING-NGIA-WA"
-Yvonne Lim

"Nard that day I pray for my friend then God answered my prayer, but don't tell anyone ah~"
-Jason Tew

"Carrot cake carrot cake carrot cake...."
-Diana Choo

"Bernard, I'm getting car sick from sitting in your car"
-Melissa Lee

"How i wish everyday was Christmas!"
-Angelyn Choo

"Always remember that my shoes are always nicer than yours lalalalaallaalalalal so gay!"
-Mark Jay

"Everything starts with a prayer, comes with a little bit of faith and ends with a breakthrough"-Michelle Chen

"OMG Bernard you're hand is so small already, i can wrap my hand around you're wrist!"
-Stephanie Ng

Hahahahah of course this is not their quotes to live by lah.....just some encouraging, some funny, some silly things that i'll always rememebr them by! The thing is i know that i wouldn't be the person i am today without them lah! Of course got a lot of other friends lah! Like Chee Yan, Alicia, Yoke Gie, Shin Bey, Hui Na, Tiffany, Jelphine, Javon, Chee Yin, Peng, Adeline, Nick, Miss P, Christina, a lot of you lah! Hahahahah but it'll take me all day to type EVERYTHING down right....hahahahaah

And of course all of my new friends here in Singapore!!!! My CG, my Team, SOT classmates, Zone Members, A LOT LAh!!!

Most importantly Jesus!! Who died and rose again on the third day! Stayed on the cross for me, without even second guessing my value! Love you the MOST!!!!

2 more thing....

CONGRATULATIONS STEPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Knew that you can definitely get the scholarship :D what course, which Uni?????? MUST CHAT SOON K~ Hahahah well i'm the one who has to go online lah :P hahahahahah but i will soon!!!!!

Also hey Vonne!!! Thanks AGAIn!!!!! Really needed that encouragement! Where you at now? What have you been up to? When you coming over again? How's holiday? Is Rora in Brunei yet? AHHHHHHHHHH CALL ME IF POSSIBLE VONNE!!! Miss ya loads dude!!!

a long one....

HEY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know all of you are excited to read up on what i've been doing =D i'm also excited to write about what i've been up to >:) and ALOT has happened!

First of all, i've cut my hair :( so i've said goodbye to all of my golden locks of hair :'( SO SAD!!!

Well i'm dyeing it again hahahahahah ;) but still haven't decide what colour to do yet :P

I've lost SO MUCH WEIGHT until you cannot even imagine hahahahahah seriously man, i have smaller arms, smaller legs, a thinner face, smaller belly and SMALLER BUTT!!!!

HAhahahahahah i'm very happy that my butt isn't that big already k~ that thing was a hazard, seriously, i mean like if i will get a penny for everytime my butt would knock something (not to mention people too hahahahah) down cause of small walking space i would be a millionaire right now hahahaha

My mum just bought me like jeans with 46 waist size and they are already too big!! Wahoo i'm a 44 now!!! Soon i'll reach my target 40 and i can buy my LEVI'S JEANS!!! WAHOO!!!!!

So besides that, i had a wonderful time with my DAD, MUM, SIS, COUSIN AN-SHEA and PEARLY just 2 weeks ago in Singapore! Heheheheheh didn't buy a lot of things nor eat a lot of things, just spent time with them and it was so fun! My sis on the other hand, OMG can feed the entire population of Africa with the money she spent hahahahah. We went for the FISH SPA!!! Hahahahahha OMG so funny man! Pearly was shaking........so traumatized man her.....her session was cancelled hahahahahah it was so ticklish! The worst thing was, they had a HUGE sucker fish in there, to eat up the "doctor fish" poo, BUT instead it SUCKED ON MY FOOT!!!!! Didn't even touch Bridgette!!!! But it was really hilarious lah!

Also had an AWESOME TIME IN BIBLE SCHOOL THIS FEW WEEKS!!!!! And it's getting better and better! I LOVED MY PREACHING TEST!!!! HEheheheheheheh so much to learn from so many evaluaters! Then after the preaching test we had Pastor Mike Connell! And OMG IT WAS AWESOME!!!! He's a pstor from New Zealand, who moves powerfully in prophetic, deliverance and inner healing gifts!

WOW!!! IT was really POWERFUL, ACTION-PACKED, ANNOINTED, REFRESHING, RENEWING, SPIRIT-FILLED, MIND CHANGING, LIFE TRANSFORMING WEEK!!

Manifestations were everywhere in Bible School, people were being delivered, miraculous healings took place, people were falling under the power of God all over the place by just blowing into the microphone, we got to practice on one another in moving gently, powerfully then bringing the joy of the Lord in Holy Laughter!!

It was indeed so amazing!!! When you see me, make sure you ask me all about it, the testimonies needs to be accompanied by visualisations, not videos (not allowed as want to respect other people's privacy) but hand gestures, leg gestures, EVERYTHING!!! It was so AMAZING!!!

Today we just had a WONDERFUL lesson with Pastor Kong on the Cultural Mandate and got a lot of new revelation ;) Indeed he is such an annointed man of God, who is real and loving and generous and God fearing and world shaking and nation impacting man of God!!

Of course a whole lot more has been happening! But let's not bore you with words hahahahah well actually who can get bored when i write ;) hahahahahhah so here's SOME pictures :P

FINALLY DID MY LAUNDRY AFTER 16 DAYS hahahahah

My $19.90 electrical stove that is already rusting :P but still usable =D i miss baking.....

MY NEW RED NINTENDO DS!!

Went to a club to see a cell group member perform

And of course my favourite, MRT Ads hahahahah this one is advertising about CONDOMS hahahah so funny the punchline "Actual Banana and Condoms were used in this Advertisement." Hahhaahhaha couldn't stop laughing :P

There's more pictures and news, but i have lots of things to do......exams this Thursday, 2 Assignments due this Friday! But i'll definietly update more frequent k~

Oh ya i totally forgot.....for those of you who are wondering, i didn't get into NUS or NTU, but IT'S OK!!!! I mean of course i was really down lah, but i know that God has a plan for me :) and yes i've already made plans, still studying in Singapore :) will be applying to MDIS, Life Sciences, degree given by University of Bradford, UK! See God totally has a plan!! Never ever doubt Him!!!

So don't worry guys :) i'm doing GREAT!!! Just miss you all that's all! Love you all!

need to start again...

HEY EVERYONE! [who reads this blog :P well i know there's alot of you lah ;)] hahahahah i'm so hilarious! Anyways this will be my shortest blog yet, and a really really REALLY long one is going to come up like in this week.......hopefully, really miss all of you! Wan Shing, Steph (can't wait to hear what you want to tell me ;) you getting married is it~ HAHAHAHAH I MUST BE YOUR MC!!!! MUST MUST MUST MUST!!! Oh oh oh oh oh You're adopting! Hahahahahhahahah OMG DON'T SAY YOUR PREGNANT!! I'm not Ivan >:P hahahahahha), Melissa, Michelle, Krys, Alice, well alot lah!

SAN I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!! Really wished i could have brought yo to more and BETTER places in Singapore!!!! Hai~ really miss you loads lah!!! Reply soon k~ really wanna know how's everything, IN DETAIL......e-mail me dawg~ peace out homie ;) of how i miss you so~ LOVE YA LOADS!