My Citron Tree

If I had a choice between being the most popular and You,
It would not even be a choice;
it’s You who makes me known.

If I had a choice between having all the riches of this world and You,
It would not even be a choice;
it’s in You where abundance is found.

If I had a choice between knowing it all and You,
It would not even be a choice;
it’s You who holds all knowledge and wisdom.

If I had a choice between a loved one and You,
It would not even be a choice;
it’s through You that all relationships are formed.

If I had a choice between my works or ministry and You,
It would not even be a choice;
it’s by Your strength that works are possible and of value.

If I had a choice between my health and You,
It would not even be a choice;
it’s Your grace that fuels my body.


If I had a choice between my life and You,
It would not even be a choice;
it’s in You that I was created.

You are my life, my all, my everything.

There are no words, no amount of emotions or actions that can be used to describe how much I love You!

Let there be no comparison that can be made as to how much I love You!

I am limited, I have only a set amount of capacity, I am only human,
but You are limitless

Would You help me increase my capacity, enlarge my limit,
that I may be able to love You even more,
to love You more each and every second of the day!

I love You...now and forever!

-Bernard

in a nutshell

Hey all! It has been awhile! So this post is basically a post with 3 mini posts~ *french accent* Creative no~

Power packed

Last weekend was just powerful! Service with Pastor Mike was awesome!! Mainly Pastor Mike flowed in the Power of the Holy Spirit and it was truly amazing and encouraging! He also shared about the story of the Leper and Jesus, Mark 1: 40-42! It was so heart piercing, in a good way :), and there were a lot of people who were set free! Liberated! It was truly an amazing service! Everyone was touched by the power of God! God's presence was so tangible from the beginning of the service, it just saturated the entire hall :D I am sure everyone wanted the service to go on and on and on :) this case was true for SOT batch 09! They had Pastor Mike for the weekdays too! Was just so happy to hear that the SOT batch had an awesome week with Pastor Mike! Will be hearing more from Ting very soon :P a lil' bit like home~

Cell group was amazing too!!! Darryl had us moving in the power of the Holy Spirit too! Well no one manifested during cell group meeting lah....we just learned about how to listen to God's voice and began to speak life into the lives of our cell group members! It was just refreshing! I am so glad that I am in such a loving family that is W372! There is no better place to be! To grow to learn to share to care to love :D

Chill out

So of course my post will not be complete without......


Hahhaha but this time I didn't go to Starbucks.....cause couldn't find any seats...so instead I went to.....

:D I had Diced Chicken in Djon Mustard Sauce, Pasta Salad with Bacon Bits and Starberry Cream which is chocolate based! I know I said I'll be having a coffee based drink the next time....but i meant STARBUCKS!!! :P

I know the picture not as apetizing at it's suppose to be because of the tissue papers....but what to do...had to share the table with someone else....hai~ and NO I did not get H1N1....or is it H5N1.....or is it H1N5.....HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH aiyah layman's term I didn't get sick :P


YOU SEEEEEEE~ If i was sick, you think I'll still take time to go and take GREAT pictures of myself is it~ HHAHAHAHAHHA

I did go to Starbucks lah....on Thurdays only! (before going to see Sandeep...Next mini post)

And yes yes I did have my coffee based drink~ It's Caramel Venti! Hahahah I am such a cheater aren't I~ I'll have a mocha the next time ok~

I also had....

All of you should be PROUD of me man!!! I choose LOW FAT LEH!!!!! Of course the caramel totally cancels out anything low fat lah....so does the whipped cream....but I am pretty sure the whipped cream was low fat too :P HAHAHHAHA

Also got to get some pictures! Singapore's having yet another Art thingi thing.....ART FESTIVAL!!! That's what it's called hahahahah


I was thinking....won't anyone just take the money.....HAHAHAHHA economy crisis wah....$4 is ALOT of money ok~ HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA But yeah I just love Singapore!! I love all these festival things!!!

Airport Frenzy/Through the looking glass

Finally!

Sandeep at Changi!!!

Like OVER MAN~~~~ LikE BERABIS BANAR~~~~

So arriving at the airport....and waiting for San to come out of the Arrival gate...cause she was transiting to ITALY!!! So waited and waited...then I thought to myself cannot be so long....So I called and she was in the toilet -_-

Should have guessed.....such a girl man~ HAHAHAHAH girl man....

So waited and waited again....then called again and this time.....

:O

SHE COULDN'T COME OUT!!!!! The Immigration won't allow her...cause she would have to have a minimun of 5 hours between flights to able to come out! And also cause she needed a visa and they didn't want to give her one :(

My fault also....totally forget that San was Indian....as in Indian NATIONALITY!!! I am not racist ok~ maybe only once towards Krystle lah...HAHAHAHAH and ok ok occasionaly when I drive....I am a little racist....BUT other than that I am not! :P hahaha

So since the Arrival immigration officers didn't allow her out....we went ALL OVER the AIRPORT trying to see if the other officers....the Departure immigration officers, the ICA officers and the Police officers to see if either she can come out, or I can go in.....and cannot!!!

So we had to....talk through a glass wall -_-

It was so depressing!!!

Hahhahaah both of us felt like we were visiting either me visiting her or she visiting me in Prison like that....hahahah of course prison floors aren't carpeted....but still! Through a glass wall.....

We did manage to take dumb pictures.....HAHAHAHHA we couldn't stop laughing at ourselves! So since we couldn't talk TALK.....we decide to abuse Changi's free calls services >:)

So when I had to go catch my last train....San used the Airport's phone to call me and we talked! And boy did we talk!! Hahahhaah of course ofter 20minutes the call would have been cut off...but San would call again and again! Hahahahah until she finally had to board the plane bound for ITALY!!!

She's already in Italy for 4 days :( I am so envious! She's taken such nice PICTURES!!!!

But it was still GREAT to see San again! After such a long time!! Even though it was through a glass wall -_-

We didn't even get to give each other what we bought for each other....

San's Rock Candy for me.....

And my Cream Puffs for her.....

San's going to keep the rock candy UNTIL we see each other the next time...in Brunei....BUT OF COURSE I CAN'T KEEP THE CREAM PUFFS!!! They're already in my tummy happily enjoying their new home and soon....well some of them already are....but the rest would then have to find a new home....the Sewer....HAHAHAHAHAH

MISS YA SAN!!!! Do email me!!!! :D

So yes that's almost everything in a nutshell!!! A very BIG nutshell hahahah

BIBLE STUDY WITH PASTOR KONG IN JUST 18 hours and 30 minutes!!! SO EXCITED!!!!

No angels and demons anatomy...

Don't you just love it whenIputallthewordsintogether :) Hahahah But you have to admit, it is a very cool post title :P



So I didn't get to watch Angels and Demons, neither did I get to cry bucketful of tears cause I was not able to watch Grey's Anatomy, I ALSO didn't get to learn about the anatomy of angels and demons HAHAHAHAHA



What I did get to do was........





Go to STARBUCKS AGAIN!!! :D HAHAHAHAH But this was just yesterday! I didn't go three days in a row ok~ I am not made of money....I am however made of Starbucks vouchers HAHAHA This time round I had Mozerella Cheese Tomatoes and Wild Rocket with a non-coffee drink yet again, Chocolate Cream Chip Venti :)



The next time I go to Starbucks I will get a coffee based drink ok~



Also went out with my connect group!





Kiat Seng and Edwin couldn't make it, cause Kiat was held up in camp, BUT he'll be ORD SOON!!! ORD is yet another Singapore short form phrase....which I can't remember what it stands for exactly....but it's the term used to describe an NS (National Service) Man who has already served his country for the period of time needed....I wanted to say....Who has served his time in the army....but it sounds like being in jail hahahaha So anyways Edwin was stuck at home....So it was just Pearly, Mei Hui and Myself!



We went to Soup Spoon to have our dinner. Didn't get to take any pictures tough hehehe was too engrossed in the food to take my camera out hahahahah, Pearly had the Velvety Mushroom, Mei Hui had Clam Chowder and I had Beef something....hahahahah



The whole time we were planning "So what are we going to do after dinner?" In the end we decided to go to......



the Eight floor of the Fairmont Hotel to just chillax by the....



Of course Mei Hui was more adventurous....



I didn't want to play with water or go anywhere near the pool without having any extra clothes cause there was this one time, when I went to Seasons in Centrepoint in Brunei for the high tea buffet and like they have a pool on the outside....so I was jumping at the edge of the pool, missed my footing and my feet went into the pool....thank goodness my butt was very cushioned backed then and was really big, I fell and sat down HARD on the edge of the pool with the entire bottom half of my body in the pool making it completely wet!



It was so embarassing......the only good thing was....My jeans were dark blue so it wasn't SO OBVIOUS....but of course I had an audience....my siblings and Daphne, and when I went in to tell my Mum.....my new set of audiences grew......



So I learned never to try anything funny near a pool without having any change of clothes hahahaha



So we just chillax by the side of the pool just talking and getting to know more about each other :) it was really a great outing :D



Also got to take awesome pictures when we left.....

Aren't you just jealous of how beautiful my home is....

Well I don't live at the Esplanade lah, but it will only take me 30 or so minutes to get there :P hahahahha

Service this weekend is going to SPECTACULAR!!! Rev. Mike Connel is COMING!!! Am definitely excited and expecting for GREAT things to happen!!

Also will be helping out in a blood donation drive this Saturday....can't donate blood yet :( cause it has only been two months....wonder if I should tell the committee members that I have this thing for blood >:) wakakakakka

Till then all!!

even greater!

The weekend was a BLAST!!! For lots of various reasons! Firstly....I went to Starbucks two days in a row! Hahahaha


On Saturday, I went to just chillax before Service! Used up half of my Starbucks voucher which I got from last year's morning prayer meeting ^^ heheheh had Cream Based Vanilla Blended Tall with whipped cream and also had an Egg and Spinach Fritata Turkey Bacon and Cheese! It was a delight to just pamper myself hahahah not that I am not pampered enough....but after the whole "locked myself out of the room for 11 hours" thing I deserve to splurge a little!

Then off to Service with REV.DR.KIM!!!! And WOW!!! The Service was AMAZING as always! O'School did a dance during praise for Great is Our God, the Church Millennial Orchestra and Choir performed Hallelujah by....um....heheheh so malu....i forgot his name already...but He's a very famous Christian composer who created the Messiah piece thingi :$ hahahah so embarrassing trying to blog about something I am not really sure about, but either way, it was GREAT!!

Then REV.DR.KIM played the GRAND PIANO before going into the Word of God!!! :O WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it was so inspiring!!! Rev. Dr. Kim then shared the message about Opening up Our Mouths! It was a simple BUT timely message for such a time as this! When the world economy seems to be getting worse everyday, we know that when we open up our mouths towards God, He will fill us with His Love and Joy, with Strong faith to move mountains, with Miracles that we need and with Abundance!! :D

We serve a GREAT GOD :D

Then SUNDAY!!! Went for yet another AMAZING CELL GROUP MEETING :D We continued learning about faith! On how faith first begins with a desire! Without a desire, how can we have faith! We looked at the woman with the issue of blood! How she first had the desire to see her miracle, then she Visualized, Confess and Rehearsed!!! V.C.R!! Darryl asked us to write down one particular desire that we have and gave challenged our faith, to see if that desire is worth our all, to see if we are doing the things we need to do for our desire to come alive!! :')

Then after cell group, we had a great time of fellowship! Hahaha and some of us stayed back to make a video for ESTHER (If you're reading my blog...HEY ESTHER!! MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY!! COME BACK SOON!! I am sure you enjoyed our video for you!!!)

The making of the video was HILARIOUS!!! We laughed until we cried!! Had goosebumps cause during "practice" we came up with really hair-standing suggestions HAHHAHAHA like either too cheesy lah or too unconventional HAHAHAHHAHAh Really wish I can upload the video and let you all watch! But must ask permission from the rest of the participants first ;) HAHAHHAHA but its all good~

Then STARBUCKS AGAIN!!!

This time I had Raspberry Blended Cream Venti with whipped cream and a Oven Toasted Chicken with Caesar Dressing.....weird huh....how I go to Starbucks but don't drink any coffee items HAHAHAHHA I am not a coffee guy....

According to Mei Lin and Pearly....the time in Starbucks is called my LB time....which means Lau Bernard time....HAHAHHAHAH On the bus Mei Lin was saying...I need more ML time....then I was trying to decipher what ML time means...I thought it meant something like My Lone time or something like My Life Time something along that line lah....cause Singaporeans love to make everything short form...hahahah for instance....

expensive = ex

great Singapore sale = gss

plaza singapura = ps

river walk = rw

prayer meeting = pm

cell group meeting = cgm

So at times i would get an SMS like this....

Hey e gss s on nw so thgs r nt so ex anymr, wnna go to ps ltr bfr e pm @ rw? als thr s no cgm ths wk!

HAHAHAHHAAH The first few months when I got a message like this would have NO IDEA what it means...so very shyly I would reply....

Um sorry...but I don't understand the message....

And then they'll reply me witht the FULL messgae HAHAHAH the word "IS" is already so short that can still shorten to just "S" hahahahah

But now I am PRO in deciphering short hand messages HAHAH

So ANYWAYS!!! Yes ML time! So I gave up and just asked, and they were like...Oh it means Mei Lin time...HAHAHAH So meaning your "ME TIME" should now be called "(Your Initials) Time" so if your name is something like Pricilla Uppman, it'll be your PU time HAHAHHAHA P...U..time....later people think it's your toilet time HAHAHAHHAH

So yes my LB time was productive! Hahahahah Emailed, catch up with h/w, chatted with friends and also the "IN" thing now.....Restaurant City and How Well do you know Me? quizzes....I am confident in saying that i started the trend one HAHAHHAHA after i start then suddenly SO MANY people start.... ;)

Restaurant City is CRAZY MAN!!! Hahahah Steph and I are competing on who will have the BEST restaurant WAKAKKAKAKAK

Btw both games are FB games! HAHHAHA

So I guess that's it...in about 20 hours time will be watching Angels and Demons with my connect group members :) hahaha

Also I am glad that all of you had a good laugh at my misery of being locked out of my room for 11 hours!!! And DAPH I ACCIDENTLY locked the door!! Not on purpose!! Hai~ also also also

DIANA IT'S GREAT TO HAVE YOU BACK BLOGGING AGAIN!!! I laughed at your mutant drawing and Victoria's Dragon! HAHAHAHHAHA over wah your mutant...look like an Ant! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

SAN WHERE HAVE YOU BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?! It's been AGES SINCE WE LAST CHATTED!!! Thanks for leaving a tag! Hahahah and I do agree that the picture kinda shows that the pasta was uncooked! But it was COOKED ok~ and DELICIOUSLY i might add ;) hahahaha

So till next time!!! :D

I'll be crying bucketful of tears tomorrow!!! Grey's Anatomy :'( WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!? Hahahhaah loves it~

so it begins

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! IM SO RELIEVED! [No not the toilet type of relieved] relieved! Becos exams had just ended for me last Wednesday!

I so much wanted to type something in this blog right after the exams, and actually started on a few lines on Thursday (the day after the last exam) but got distracted. By what you may ask? Well, im not telling. Why? Becos! im a woman of mystery.

Ok la, it’s tv.

HA HA. &that’s really all I’ve been doing the past few days! I was a couch potato. Don’t judge me. But I did manage to get done some things-to-do-after-exams! Like organize/rearrange/puncher/stapler/file my messy MESSY notes (slightly dangerous when you’re eyes are glued to the tv screen), cleaning my room (in progress), folding messy clothes on floor (also in progress). So it’s basically been this:
Wednesday evening – sleep & TV!
Thursday afternoon and evening – TV & notes organizing (SG postponed to saturday)
Friday – oh this was a blur of hairspray + wolverine + push + ice cream bars

Yesterday (Saturday) however, I finally got some sense to step away from the telly. And decided the night before to jog that (sat) morning. The jog is supposed to initiate my start of a more productive holiday. So the plan was, wake up at 5am and go to the nearby *empty plot of land* to jog. Anyways, long story short, lunch plans were made for Saturday afternoon which somehow eventually led to me teaming up with jasmine (a friend from church) for an early morning hike at tasek lama.

So the initial plan was:
sleep early at 12am, wake up at 5.30am, hike/jog at tasek lama till 8ish?, back to my place for a shower, pick angel (my sister) from her school, back home, then out for lunch at this great Indian restaurant, hang around for a bit, pick Derek from AC2, and off to SG and. Etc.

This was what happened:
Couldn’t sleep (found out much later on it was the night before that time of the month.. too personal? Anyways), had flu symptoms (aiya not swine flu la).. (In Jesus’ name!!) so took the pink pill* which sent me straight to zz land at 2am. Rain and the late night sleep cost me the morning jog, so jogged in the hot sun at 1.30 that afternoon. .. haha ok, this story’s getting pretty lengthy. So, the end.
(*pink pill – flu pill)

Ha ha. But SG (cell group for young adults) was fun! They were having a pictionary game, and it was so funny.

me: Mutant!!!!
Alex: No

Everyone: ????
Victoria: dragon -_-

AHAH . I found it funny. The whole thing was funny.
Anyways!

Ok I’m pretty rusty with blogging, so I’ve yet to master the art of filtering out useless information. Which probably is all of the above, because how can any of these be useful for anything like research? Would anyone really take anything from this post (like the dragon picture) for research? If they do, doesn’t that leave you wondering what kind of research is that?

haha. Goodnight!

pasta crazy!

Just have 3 pictures to share!

The pack of cards that kept me from going insane the other day....hahaha

MUSHROOM, HAM, CARROTS, GREEN PEPPER, TOMATOES & PARSLEY

There's like no name for this pasta...so it shalled be deemed the Over-the-top Pasta!

Hahaha told you the next post was going to be a good one :P Oh the pasta was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE!!!! Also found in the sauce is pig's FATS!!! HAHAHAHA only I would ever use pig's fat as an ingredient! There's also Philadelphia Cheese and of course Milk!!!

The reason why the fettuccine looks green is because it's SPINACH FETTUCCINE!! They ran out of the normal ones....hahaha but it still tasted GREAT!!! *RAWR*

Who says you can't have your cake and eat it ;) I respecfully disagree!!

the death of me!

SO EMBARRASSED, OUTRAGED AND now....RELIEVED!!!!

Yesterday....the 12th of May 2009 I was in a hurry to take a shower and I ACCIDENT LY locked myself out of my room at 2pm with NOTHING but a TOWEL leaving EVERYTHING ELSE in the room!!!!! I had only ONE shirt that was hung on the outside and NOTHING ELSE!!!

So summing up ALL of the courage that I have and putting on the thickest face you can ever imagine, I wore the shirt and towel that I had and went down to the office to ask for the keys to my room! And I must have gone up and down, from my room on the 11th floor to the office on the 1st floor, like more than 8 times!!!! Only to find out that the office had duplicated the WRONG KEY FOR THE ROOMS!!!!

They only had the key to the OTHER ROOM!!!! And not my room!!! So the only way for me to get into my room was to wait for my roommate!!! So guess how long I waited in the LIVING ROOM with NOTHING BUT A TOWEL, in a HOT SINGAPORE AFTERNOON with NOTHING TO ENTERTAIN ME?!?!?

I was in the living room waiting until NOW!!!

12.53AM on the 13th of May 2009!!!

Which mean I was waiting for my ROOMMATE FOR LIKE ALMOST 11 HOURS!!!!! *UGH*

I know if you have nothing nice to say about a person don't say it! BUT *UGH* TWO of my other roommates came home at about 7pm! And I was SOOOOO HAPPY cause I thought I could have borrowed their phones to contact the person who has my room key, BUT they don't have WORKABLE PHONES!!

So I waited again and in pops another roommate....not the one I was looking for....at about 10pm! ECSTATIC at this point, I was REALLY SO HAPPY to see him! And HE HAD A WORKABLE PHONE!!! So I was able to contact the person with the keys to my room and he said that he would be back in 1hour time!

So I waited and WAITED and he only got back at 12.53am!!! Reeking of alcohol!!! Not that I am not grateful that he came home! BUT *UGH*!!!

11 hours gone JUST LIKE THAT!!!!! I was so angry!!! :@

I couldn't leave the apartment cause I only had a towel! Even if I had clothes I had no money! *UGH*!!!

So for 11 hours!! I just stayed in the living room!!! I did however got to fry half a chicken with batter, made vinegar pork and "baked" potatoes, but *UGH* 11 hours just GONE never to be seen again!

I did clean the kitchen....took my sweet sweet SWEET time showering......TWICE......then I played with poker cards by MYSELF here and there......it was so sad....

The only PRODUCTIVE thing that I did in the 11 hours was had a MUCH REQUIRED quiet time!!! To cool things down and to calm myself.....sigh~

moral of the story: Even when you're in a rush THINK THINGS THROUGH!!!!!!!

There was one thing that I learned however from this ENTIRE ORDEAL!!! Although having NO CONNECTION TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD AT ALL for like 11 hours....I have to say that the 11 hours did seem to fly by very fast! For that I have to Thank God!!! I know that I know that I know if I hadn't taken time to spend my quiet time with God, I would really go BERSERK!!

So friends who are reading this post....just bare with all the *UGH-NESS* of the post, just needed to RELEASE....I mean who can I call at this time......

I GUARANTEE the next one will be a GOOD ONE :D

Loving everyday more and more :D

till next time!

bloodlust and faith :O

Don't get frightened with the title...although...since I have now asked you to not get frightened by the tile you're probably getting a little bit frightened hahahaha

So this week was truly productive! Well not THAT productive but it was more than satisfying...can't seem to find the exact word that I want to use to describe this week...

But anyways....don't you just love my post title??? I am now starting to be as creative as possible in naming my blog posts :)

BTW Thank You Daph for TAGGING!!! My other friends.....you have now made me very the....

:'(

HAHAHHAHAHAH So yes anyways, within a week...technically in just 6 days....well less than 6 days....I have finished reading the entire Twilight Saga :D and also watched the Twilight Movie and listened to the entire Twilight Soundtrack HAHAHAHHAHAHA

I didn't spend like 144hours (6 days) STRAIGHT just reading the entire saga comprising of 4 books, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.......that'll be kinda well sad if I did spend 144hours straight in just reading....hahah kinda nerdy and according to a cg member who reminds me of Jason and Rich and Mark all rolled into one, gay....

Hahahah according to Miss Chua Ee Ying I'm so not spiritual for reading the saga~ How I miss hanging out with Joyce....

So yes the entire saga was really really GREAT :D it was kinda like Harry Potter only less Magic and more Romance ;)

A lot of the parts of the story, the way the author, Stephanie Meyer, just writes and describe love and eternity and sacrifice, alot of it reminds me about some biblical truths....I am NOT saying that vampires are real~ HAHAHHAHA that'll be OVER~ I am talking about instances like in Breaking Dawn the final installation of the saga Stephenie Meyer wirtes:

When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one?If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how
could you not give it?

If it was someone you truly loved?

It just reminds me of how far I would go for God, not that God will ever be killing me lah, but you get the point.....giving sacrificially, giving your all to God and knowing that He will take care of the rest :)

So overall I really loved the entire saga :) it had a happy ending :) which made me love it even more :D

So besides the vampire saga and what not, I also got a letter from the Blood Clinic (my blood donation thingi) that I am officially belonging to the Blood Group.............

A+

On the very same day we had to do BLOOD TESTING IN OUR HUMAN GENETICS LAB!!! Hahahahah I was overly excited and one of my classmates said "I think you're too engrossed in the Twilight Saga" HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA but I loved the lab lesson not because I suddenly loved blood so much but BECAUSE I find blood testing VERY FASCINATING!! I had to prick my finger twice.....cause the lab assistant didn't know how to collect my blood -_-

But it was really fun! Wish I had taken pictures of ALL THE BLOOD!!! >:) MUAHAHHAHHAHAHAH from the experiment it further confirms that I am A positive!

I was telling my mom how A+ totally suits me....cause I am such a wonderful person that even my blood agrees with it....I am an A+ person ;) HAHAHAHHA get it?

Also got to cook PASTA!!!!!!

Mushroom Sauce pasta with Chicken and Ham bits :)

Was so happy that I got to cook pasta hahahah it has definitely been awhile since I've cooked pasta and it turn out DELICIOUS :)

Mother's DAY!!!! Really did wish I could have celebrate it with my mum.....how I miss her so much! So I did SMS and EMAIL her both of which were SUPER LONG!!! I mean if you think my post is long....you've yet to get an email from me :P

Mother's Day Service was HILARIOUS!!!! The Drama as usual was FIRST CLASS!! Pastor Derek shared the word on how Godly Women has the Ministry of Teaching, Loving and Building :) It was very inspirational!

Now it comes down to the topic of faith!! hahahah not that pasta or Mother's Day has anything to do with the "bloodlust" but didn't want to give the post a title like "bloodlust, pasta, mum and faith"........so long and not as eye-catching :P

So yes FAITH!!!

It is IMPOSSIBLE to please God without Faith!! Cell Group!! W372, it was where the Faith was just ignited in me once again :D to do the impossible, to stop being safe! To move mountains after mountains with nothing but the faith of a mustard seed :D

Rested, Replenished, Refreshed and Ready :D

thunderstorms and rain

No I am not talking about my emotions or my well being or anything to do with me for that matter....but then again....well it all depends on how you look at it....are you confused yet? or are you hooked? OR are you just too turned off by how long winded these first few sentences are that you just go *pfffft* ?

I am referring to the weather at the moment! Hahahaha....seriously though this is like the first ever thunderstorm that I have ever experienced in Singapore, there's such a DOWNPOUR of rain and don't get me started on the lightning and thunder that seems to be fighting over who can get more attention.....Just 5 mins ago the electricity to my place came back on...

Oh yes did i mention that from 1.30am till about 2.00am my apartment had a blackout! And it was only MY apartment -_- we had to cal the security guy to see what happened but it's all good now....the power is back on and I am able to safely use my laptop again....yes, outside it's still raining cats and dogs, wind howling, lightning flashing and thunder well...thundering....oh oh oh you can say booming...but it doesn't have that effect that I want so we shall stick to thundering....BUT in my room now I am feeling safe and comfortable :)

It's been only a week since I last blog....but apparently a week is too long....*ahem* *dia..* *ahem* *ahem* *...na* *ahem* *ahem*

;)

I haven't been bringing my camera out so I don't have any pictures to cushion the HUGE amount of words that shall be posted....and yes di....it is brave of you to ask me for an update hahahah

So...what has been up with me...hmmmmm....well.....

Service with Rev. Dr. John Avanzini :D
-learned ALOT of biblical truths that are applicable in our time now...I mean who can't learn from such a powerful man of God who has positioned himself for such a time as this in teaching the truths of the Bible and the power of the Word of God when we begin to understand and apply by faith! There was one thing that Rev. Dr. John said that just made an impact on how

as Christians we shouldn't have jobs....we should have POSITIONS!!!

:O

Cell group with Darryl :D
- (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: So happy to have Darryl as my cell group leader! She just the most caring and self sacrificing person that you can ever know! It was so good to have Darryl leading in cell group!!! Every cell group meeting is just so wonderful! Every week I always look forward to go to cell group! To not just learn and mould myself into a better person but to also spend more time with a family of friends who loves me for who I am :) W372!!

My first Labs for the term!
It was FUN! Got to play with bacteria! Ok not play but I love lab lessons! We did some culturing of bacteria, streaking of bacteria to get single colonies, cell counting and staining :) We had E.Coli and Strap.Arous....well something along that line...Hahaha and after labs...when i reached home...i got a slight fever.....I am not saying that it was the bacteria...i am just saying that i got sick :P

MEN'S CONFERENCE with Dr.Allan!!! :D
It was RAW!!!!! Not bad~....i summed it up in one word...now it's a thing like among the guys in my cell group to not let the girls know EXACTLY what we learned....so we only give like vague answers all the time HAHAHHA for instance...

Girl CG member: So what did you all learn in the Men's Conference?
Guy CG member: We learned on how to treat woman better.
Girl CG member: Ohhhhhh like what?
Guy CG member: Aiyah you know lah...
Girl CG member: No i don't what exactly did you all talk about?
Guy CG member: EH *another Guy CG member's name* what did we learn yesterday ah...she wants to know....

Now this is just PURELY an INSTANCE!! If for some reason the INSTANCE seems familiar and seems to be what you've just experienced it is PURELY a COINCIDENCE :P

Of course we're not THAT selfish lah! When we DO learn about things that can be SHARED among BOTH sexes.....then we will share! but some things are just GUY stuff and some are just GIRL stuff...

But the meeting was AWESOME!! And I got to just put this in....so we had a hot dog eating competition...and it was HILARIOUS!!! Seriously!! I have never seen an eating competition with such POISE and such ELEGANCE and such MANNERS!!!! It's like this....

1.....2.....3.....GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

*bite* (NOT even a CHOMP!) *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *GULP* OF WATER *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *munch* *gulp* the swallow of the first bite!

So within a time-frame of 3minutes.......2 guys were able to eat up 4 hot dog buns and another 2 ate 2......-_-

1....2......3....YES!!!!

Hahhahahahahahhahahahahahahaha I think it's cause of the entire setting...not because they can't! But it's in an air-conditioned placed with all your leaders standing right in front of you and you're wearing very nice clothes....you get the picture...so OF COURSE you gotta eat ELEGANTLY even though it was an eating competition :P

DR. STEPHAN K. MUNSEY!!!!!!!! :D :D
-IT WAS JAW DROPPING!!!!!! I was totally inspired!!!!! I mean like WOW!! Like OH MY GOSH!!! You have not seen an Evangelist UNTIL you've seen DR. STEPHAN K. MUNSEY!!! I mean such PASSION such DRIVE such POWER such ANOINTING such LOVE for GOD!!! The message was for those who have yet to know Jesus as a friend, as a lover, as a redeemer! It was just WOW!!! Love is not a feeling not an emotion it is something that makes a decision, it's something that changes you, something that brings you to another level!

Of course there are other HU HAs (not "has" the english word but HAs the sound as in HA HA HA HA HA but with just one HA and with an "S") if you get what i mean ;)

So yes there of course are other things that went on, but I'll spare you from thinking "Ugh...is He going to go on and on and on about some other thing" :P

So that's all....FOR NOW.....till next time!!

Loving you always :D

Have a GREAT week ahead!!!!

P.S

PLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TAG!!!!!!

PLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSS as in with PUPPY DOG EYES not as in

PLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSs until like want to kill myself like that or as in

PLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSS OR ELSE.......

Just a PLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSS with puppy dog eyes :P